༘⋆ recent updates 
just like when pluto got under 3° orb, neptune introduces himself similarly. where pluto had me
beginning to listen to more industrial and noise music, neptune seems to like me listening to rap, which, i can really tell neptune is a very,
very, intensely spiritual planet. of course, it's known to be, but to experience it is different than simply believing it. this experience
has made me realize just how
how religious a lot of (american) rap music actually is. lyrically, melodically... thematically!
certainly not all of it, but quite a lot, if you're listening! i find that very beautiful, noticing how music associated with violence and
death so clearly takes a sonic infleunce from liturgie and prayer, i mean, it makes sense, since so much of rap music is about
violence, death, and underground (illicit) networks. - - anyway, i'll type forever if i don't stop now. ilyvm <3 <3 <3
16 march 2026 :
hello ! it's been a little while. i've been avoiding the computer recently... conflicted & ambivalent... working
mostly on
painting
so far this year, as words & digital world seems a little too violent, i'm not sure how
to explain it... the to do list for this site is: update
now page, 404, archive, directory(!- urgent -!), then maybe the about page ... ? idk .. i can be so selfish;
it won't surprise anyone if i only update about myself :P xx
5 november 2025 :
🩷... my book is now for sale! i hope you'll enjoy :
Gray Goo from the Platinum Honeycomb !!
15 september 2025 : updated and redesigned webmistress page /inside... i'm also very curious if another human can save my soul? . . . . xoxo . . . .
13 september 2025 : consolidated site credits and about this website to one page:/information.
12 september 2025 : updates to changelog, microblog, /saturn, and most importantly, to love-object/male_harem.please enjoy! ... next up is the basic site info: credits, about site, and sitemap... least favorite, but necessary. big kisses, or handshake, depending on your preference...
11 september 2025 : joined euroring! their widget is so cute...you can find it in the webring section on the left side of this page ^^... i'm currently working on making the updated designs responsive, and slowly going through each of my webpages, one by one, to fix them up...
10 september 2025 : another redesign... i have been experiencing an aesthetic crisis... i truly wish to be able to stick to a single design, so that i can make more pages, but it is not my habit.
- i am going back to using my blog on this site because substack is for commercial interests and i'm simply too niche...
- many of the pages are outdated and need to be worked on, if they're working at all/ pls be patient w me 🫶🏻 xoxo
. . . Click to read Older updates from early 2025
- a much better re-design ! i'm thinking to do somethign more minimalist, so it doesn't feel off too quickly
- i'm working on publishing my first book !
- & when i don't feel like doing that, i will be updating a few pages on this site
- have a lovely everything always xo
- finishing some slight re-designs, nothing major for now. i would like to update the about page entirely, somehow. & fix up the music & library pop-ups. since using chrome, i've noticed how different things look, and i would like to address these unintended appearances :)
- my new story lover's palace is like, my favorite story i've ever written so far .. . ... i think i'm being initiated into some kind of mystery cult. these stories just come to me, i don't plan them. i didn't even want it to end that way! it's so strange. i love love so much, omg. more love, forever!
- i have started a podcast on my substack!!! ❤❤❤ it's available on apple podcasts, . . . or you can listen to it directly here: Nervous Current ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ XO
- in an effort to change my media production habits & actually get ❤paid❤ for the work, time, energy, & LOVE that i pour into my hobbies, i'm migrating most, if not all, blog entries to sensoryconvent.substack.com ░▒▓█▓▒░████████▓▒░███ ░▒▓██████▓▒░░▒▓█░░▒░░▒▓███████▓▒░░▒▓███░░███▓▒░▒▓█▓▒░▒▓█▓▒░███░▒▓█▓▒░
- i've used the popover element for the music & library pages. on mobile, it's annoying, you have to refresh the page to exit the window, but i think that's alright because phones are often like that(?) unsure. ▒░▒▓█▓▒░▒▓█▓▒░███░▒▓█▓▒░ ████████████████████
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