·.༄࿔ Right now . . .
- "right now" - a bizarre concept - being as that as soon as i update, it will be in the past! . . .
- however :) if i put that aside,;* RIGHT NOW, i am :
- accepting myself for being IN LOVE WITH LOVE
- painting (!) / i hope updating my site won't debilitate the work i've been doing, i have ~5 paintings i'm rotating through.
painting REALLY helps me lately, because i can "feel" everything inside the container of an image,
and the image isn't going to be as
weaponized against me as words so often are ... but this makes it "harder" because i actually have to deal with my feelings when I paint, which
is what writing, computer, reading, etc etc so often distracts from :P
- i think really, the most important thing i'm doing right now is accepting that i "love" so much & it's just mine ?
i used to think love was meant to be given, and it is, of course! but it's also MADE by me!