right now...
      i've been obsessed with pungent stench, an austrian death metal band from the 1990s, (their early work—some of the other stuff isn't very much my taste).
      the vocalist sounds so sexy that i find the music to be auditory pornography. which isn't very surprising considering that, apparently, they'd hold live sex shows during their concerts, and you can tell, or, at least, i think i can, because some of the live tracks ooze um, "fuck energy" .☆.☆. . maybe they were just really xxx...anyway . . .

     it's officially been a little over two months that i've been sick with infectious mononucleosis, and my "condition" has so much improved over the past week that i begin to think that i might finally be totally cured of it.

     on the bright side, being so sick has made me realize that i actually really love css, and even though i'm a noob, and like, lazily code my site into something that looks good on the surface, but is rotten at the core, i want to actually re-learn it from the ground up, (if possible?) and like, maybe get a job doing it... though that might be delusional, as, unfortunately, i'm offensively incompetent . . . ..